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About Me Member Wannabe Novelist Amanda Snyder17/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 4 Months
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Realizations

Wed Nov 25, 2009, 10:24 PM
Think of someone who means a lot to you. A LOT. Someone who's supported you through all the junk in your life, who's encouraged you when you were down, who talked you out of stupid things, who made you regain some of your non-existent self-esteem, someone you love.

Now imagine them telling you that you're the most selfish person they know. Imagine them telling you that every time you did something stupid you were hurting not just yourself, but them, and that they could never forgive you for that. Imagine them saying that they don't want to talk to you until you work things out.

Yeah. That happened to me today, and I can honestly say that it hurt me so much I couldn't even cry. I just shook for two hours. He was my best friend, and even though I can't see him, he was still my very best friend in the whole world.

And he thinks I'm the most selfish person he knows.

I know I'm selfish. I'm more than aware of all of my millions of faults. But to have him point it out and then say everything he said in that email...

I feel kind of betrayed.

  • Mood: Hurt
  • Listening to: All I Ever Wanted - Basshunter

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:iconplastictreex:
thank yoou for the fav :D
:iconxcaptain-underpantzx:
hey beautiful just wanted to say hello
and Happy Thanksgiving :D
hope you have a great day
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:iconremovingxthexmask:
Thanks! :]

Happy Thanksgiving to you, too, and may God bless your next year.
:iconxcaptain-underpantzx:
ur welcome XD

awww thank you so much and you too =]
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thanks for faving my ID.

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:iconsignevad:
Lol. I cant even think how that's possible. It's like being able to blink with first the right eye, and then the left xD I can only do one, without looking completely insane. Well, nice skill you got there xD
:iconremovingxthexmask:
I think everyone looks pretty crazy when they wink, if you ask me. lol. I definitely can't. I look like a freak. And thank you! I like to think it's a helpful skill. XD
:iconsignevad:
LOL! Haha, yeah xD ,might come in handy someday to that thingy with your mouth, who knows :D

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